The Journey Begin

The Journey Begin

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Will the curse overcome?

Felt myself damn bad luck recently, 
Is it really broke a mirror will have bad luck?
Depends on u believe it or not.
Everything i did recently is not as smooth as i wanted it to be.
Feel depressed if things continue to be bad.
Yeah I'm superstitious. #CrapOnly
Last 2 days, Car broke down in the middle of highway as soon as i pass through the TOLL.
people TnG me Touch and Stop!
I was too nervous till i dont know what to do at first.
Luckily ada lucky star that day maybe. Car get tow and i went to continue my plan for that day.

Call dad a million times, he did not answer ending sending him a message. 9 something only call me.
Told him everything. He said he will come and find me. SUPERHERO.

Mum call, i thought she knew what happen that why she called.
But she call and ask me other thing. 
End up, i told her everything and she gave me calm response.
This is not my mom so call reaction. 
She was too calm LOL.

Worst now, i can only get my car on Wednesday! i want to cry badly.
Mom, sorry, its time to swipe your credit card again.
Price for repairing the car - 1.7k
car problem - overheat, engine. i knew nothing bout it but now i know the car well.. 

Conclusion i've got six sense. sense the car got problem, but didnt know the problem is that huge. 

Saturday, June 9, 2012

A week or more

A week or more
I had

  1. Left London, back to Kampar and left Kampar back to Cyberjaya 
  2. Continue classes and come up with nothing much progression on final
  3. I will have to finish all my assignment
  4. I will going to China with my family, really big family
  5. Facing same problem for a week or more
  6. Not contacting someone for some reason
  7. Almost forget how he is, who is he
There is a lot of things i had gone through this short period of time.
Friend who really high EQ, i really appreciate you.
Emotion changes a lot. 
Anger, depress, stress everything arose!

Changing myself slowly, indeed i am too depress inside without someone.
4 years time meant a lot to me.
Now, I had came out from the time.

What i had done this week.
  1. Found house rent it
  2. Driving car make me tired, though its convenient
What's my plan for semester break?
  1. Part time again - stress free working environment LOL! 
  2. Decoration plan for my new house in Kampar! yeah this is what i excited the most
  3. Buy a new car and own it myself like a boss. (seriously, i will pay myself, this is satisfaction for me)
  4. meeting friends, maybe. 
  5. have at least a holiday with coursemate - destress after every semester.
  6. JB my sister's place. where i didnt go this year at all. :(
oyh  be happpyyyy and have your great life ahead.
I am fine and i will continue my life ahead. 
Lets give ourselves freedom and care each other no more. 
Best friend we will be.
Thanks for everything.

I am way just too emotional, but i am alright.
Time and people around us can heal us. 

indeed a long post. :)