Those type of feelings.

Haven't been home for 3 weeks.

So this 3 weeks not much things happen on me, but i do think a lot of stuffs.

A lot of things is bothering me.

Assignments! 

Awkward feelings which i don't even know where it came from. 

Stress! 1 and half month more! 

Final. 

the end.

Wave Goodbye.

We wave goodbye whenever we left the person or a group of person.

I wave goodbye every time, but there is a wave goodbye which i felt special.

I wave goodbye to my grandma whenever i left after visiting her.

She's really a nice grandma. She's almost 90. She's still strong just that having some heart problem.

I love my grandma so much and i knew she love my family so much. 

Whenever i visit her or my family visit her, she will be very happy.

I can sense that.

I've been take care of her for a few month last 2 years when she was so sick that time.

She is being treated #like a boss in my family. 

Me and my siblings always buy her kuih or tea for supper, everyday.

We play cards together. Her only entertainment is playing cards. 

That why we play with her. 

She play cards alone whenever she live alone. She live alone in her house. The neighbors is my aunt and mum. so basically she's not living alone but she live alone in her house.

Sadly, they can't accompany my grandma a lot.

I feel so sad for her  so whenever i have time i visit her and visit my mum too :) at Bidor.

Grandma wave goodbye is such a heart warming action to me. she would stand in front of the door and wave till we out of her sight. We sitting inside the car do wave her back till out of our sight too. 

I miss her, she's old, really old. i don't want to miss a chance if i can visit her frequently. i love my grandma. 

I'll just wonder how many years grandma can stand in front the door and wave goodbye to us. i hope there's still a lot more times.. 

I just love my grandma. appreciate older people and take care of them. They really loves us although they may not talk to much to us. but their action is enough to show how much they love us. 

Love your family, Love your grandparents. 

I'm so lucky that my grandma is still here. (refer to my mums' mum) :D

Random :D

Somehow i'm going to post something randomly. Recently i feel i had tonnes of homework. 

Let's get to the job interview i PASS! emphasize on it. hahaha

Alright, here it goes.

I came across an ART TEACHER job.

I was like wow i would like to try it because i do really love paintings, just that i abandon it too long. So i call and ask for the position and get some idea of it.

not too formal for that day.

my water colour palette

my simple resume.

Alright call for interview on last saturday evening. 5pm @ Klang. 

Damn far, but no choice the headquarters is there. nearby branches will be SK, Subang, Puchong.

The studio is My Arts Studio.

Ok, reached, go for the interview.

The Principle will be interviewing me!

But wait a moment, he seems younger than i expected. OMG 

Such a young guy owning own studio... ENVY! 

The interview goes well, he ask what i am able to do. I answered.

He saw my drawings and quite like it. 

I'm not praising myself here. Hahaha

He ask me what method i like to used. 

watercolours, arcylic, pencil, pencil colours. 

I never try crayons before. i mean serious technique la. 

Go on like conversation and end. 

one of my drawings. 

So after 3 days, he replied me and said i'm chosen. YAY!

but unluckily, the branch he give is way too far in Klang. 

So, i REJECTED it. how stupid i am? but its really so far to me. i rather stay at home and do my homework. :p

That's the end.

Next one. 

Random feelings.

What's going on with me recently? I EMO-ed again. just for few hours.

No worries, i am that stupid to emo randomly at random hours.

May cause by nightmare recently which i dream ghost chasing or ghost possession.

Creepy?? 

Nvm i'm ok with such things. 

Homeworks. 

Tonnes of homeworks.

I am abit stresseddddd...

Other random.

House design which i should finish by the end of this month. 

Meeting my ex art teacher for client job. 

This month weekend start this week i'll be back hometown every week.

its because my dad want me to back.

cousin wedding next week.

mid autumn festival next next week.

First week of Oct - need to meet up my friend. 

OMG how bout my homeworks.?? T.T

i'll do it now since i slept too much today :) 

dreamt alot recently. too lovely. i mean the other way. haha. 

Beijing Day 2

Alright! Here goes the day 2 i spent with family in Beijing!

It's a damn long ago but its still in my memory, i think :D

As the tour guide said this would be our first day of walking whole day, we will only depart at 8am. 

which mean we had to prepare around 7.30am.

Ok i am always the one who sleep till very late.

Actually i'm the one waking up first, but when i open my eyes my sis woke up too, so i let 2 of them prepare first hahaha. 

Then i could sleep longer.

3 of us always the late one to have our breakfast downstairs.

Everyone finish their breakfast except 3 of us.

Nvm, we ate slowly.. hahhahha

Btw, the night before we tried to go out but "sand wind".

First time of my life seeing this and experience it. Once we stepped out, the sand attack us like bullet! LOLLLL

Ok back to the day. Our first stop is... taadaaaa..

Tian An Men, we reach around 8.45am.

Ok the traffic at Beijing is worst worst worst.

Tian An Men

Corpse of Mao tze tung is display here.. real one. but we didnt get to get in since we r not China citizen.

Forbidden City, there is 9999 and half room here.

imagine how big it is.

But, there is a but. it is not as big as u imagine. all those rooms are so small.

Even though, the queen or the wifes room. The size is just ngam ngam fit one bed. 

So everything u watch on those TVB drama, is all fake...

another shocking is, china people really very 'open minded' their children pants purposely cut a big hole, so that there can pee and poo anywhere, anytime, even girls. OMG no eye see. So if u see watermarks on floor confirm is children pee! 

Weather of the day is quite cool. My bro told us it will be very hot when we are there, but luckily for whole trip it is cool and windy and a bit of sun shine

bing tang wu lu

Beijing souvenirs shop but selling London Olympics stuff.. HAHA

Next stop will be 'blablabla village' i dont know chinese thats y i dont remember those place name. the name of the place sounds like 'fu gu shen me shen me chun' aka vintage. 

According to the fengsui this is the body of the dragon, while Forbidden city is head and Tian tan is the pearl.

Alot of so call branded shop here, but the price is just expensive abit than Malaysia after conversion so i didn't buy a lot here or even the whole trip.

Above, Tian Tan, place of worship for the king.

Walk all the day and lastly went to this place "THE PLACE"

sellling all those high branded stuff.

Funny most, tour guide ask us just go down and take photos to prove we came here before.

He said : No need to buy things from here, waste money.

Me : Correct, because its expensive than Malaysia even after conversion.

around 6pm, dinner back to hotel, plan to order McDonald delivery but too tired asleep already. 

the 2 days ate alot of peach, sweet and delicious.

I tell you, 'chow tau fu' in china taste yucks. no need try at all.. 

Another day end and wait for the other day post. hope i didnt drag it again. Hahahahhahahah :)

My 20th Birthday!

Thanks to my family who celebrate with me earlier before 

i went back to Cyberjaya to continue my final semester. 

Yay Final!!!

Simple celebration is enough for me.
Dinner and CheeseCake!

We went to Ipoh and to my Uncle House to celebrate together. I just love kids cos my youngest cousin is just 2 years old!

So 1/8/2012 is one of my best birthday!

Daddy called me and said he booked a new car immediately for me today! 

A new Executive 1.3SAGA FLX! 

My dad gave me 2 choice at first Proton Preve or Saga, but now he choosed for me ady.

I prefer Preve but i only dare to drive smaller car.

I'm afraid to bang car and i am not a pro driver LOLLLL..
Thanks Daddy! I knew it just a proton car, but i still feel my dad is so great that he cincai buy me a car when i cincai ask for it! <3 daddy="daddy" font="font" mummy.="mummy." n="n">

As for my Betz at kampar, thanks u all for wishing me! we promised each other that we will only celebrate our

21th Birthday together since we are busy each and everyone of us. I'll miss my Betz <3 font="font">

High Schools kaki yang wish me pun terima kasih, never thought u all remember my bday without FB notification!

Just u. OYH though this year u already went away from me, still thanks for be the first one who wish me. 

Yayyyy i will listen to u and forget it.  Pooh is the first surprise u gave me which i will never forget. 

As for my Friends and Classmate here!

Very BIG BIG THANKS!!!!!!

Colbie, Ah c, Jess, Ying, Wunli, Yvonne, all IMD6A and too much name to mention hahhahaha.

Black yg crazy call me in the midnight just to wish me. mana ada orang call at midnight! 

Guess what did they do? They stick my car mirror full of sticky pad! I'll show u how it look like if any of them got the photo.

Ying c n shihan is the one who manyak free to stick my car under hot hot sun!! :D

THANKS ALOT TO COLOUR MY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Will cook for u for replacement!

I didn't took photo of it cos i am SHOCK! 

I thought i park at the wrong place and bagi orang marah! 

I quickly tear it off! but its alot lot lot! stranger who pass by laugh at me! 

Kesian LOL. 

the empty box there is ridiculoussssss..... 

This is what they present me! 

I muka tebal ask Shihan for this??? LOLLLLLLLL at myself now! 

Thanks for the present which i memang need it to cook since i move house ady never got to cook once.

Old rice cooker is rosak. Hahaha i memang WEIRDO which happy alot to have a rice cooker.  

and i can cook now! plan for the first steam! Herba Chicken!!!!

So this is really big thanks from all of you <3 font="font">

Beijing 2012 Day 1

Hell yeah, it took me a long time to blog bout this. i was so busy by then. a lot of thing happen recently really make me stress out and emo damn a lot. ok cut the crap. 

Yes its a family trip! indeed a big family trip. do you know why i said its a big family trip? 

Because i am so happy that both my family joined together. I mean my biological family and my family now. We are relative actually, but ignore those complicated relation LOL!

Beijing.

The very first day we reach, we welcomed by the tour guide which my sis arranged. 

Hopped into the van and tour guide introduce himself, he will guide us through the whole trip we r in Beijing.

Xiao Lei, the tour guide.

11 people hopped into the van, went for our first dinner! Beijing Duck & 9 dishes.
Traditional : 9 dishes

the dishes look great! the taste?? hahahha not good at all. either salty or too sweet.

Beijing Duck? not crispy as i thought, not delicious as i thought.

dream collapsed at that moment! 

finish our dinner and check into the hotel.

Bao Lin Xuan International Hotel , Fengtai Beijing

Rate : 4 star

sneek peek into the hotel room. transparent bathroom wey.. damn sexy!

enjoy the hotel room environment here! 

day 1 end just like that :)

Will the curse overcome?

Felt myself damn bad luck recently, 

Is it really broke a mirror will have bad luck?

Depends on u believe it or not.

Everything i did recently is not as smooth as i wanted it to be.

Feel depressed if things continue to be bad.
Yeah I'm superstitious. #CrapOnly

Last 2 days, Car broke down in the middle of highway as soon as i pass through the TOLL.

people TnG me Touch and Stop!

I was too nervous till i dont know what to do at first.
Luckily ada lucky star that day maybe. Car get tow and i went to continue my plan for that day.

Call dad a million times, he did not answer ending sending him a message. 9 something only call me.

Told him everything. He said he will come and find me. SUPERHERO.

Mum call, i thought she knew what happen that why she called.

But she call and ask me other thing. 

End up, i told her everything and she gave me calm response.

This is not my mom so call reaction. 

She was too calm LOL.

Worst now, i can only get my car on Wednesday! i want to cry badly.
Mom, sorry, its time to swipe your credit card again.

Price for repairing the car - 1.7k

car problem - overheat, engine. i knew nothing bout it but now i know the car well.. 

Conclusion i've got six sense. sense the car got problem, but didnt know the problem is that huge.